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LackofDeQuorum's avatar

I love it, great list. One other thing that stands out to me as a major reason for leaving was finally getting over the hurdle of misunderstood emotions.

I was taught that bad feelings were either warnings from the Holy Ghost or temptations from the devil. That good feelings were the Holy Ghost confirming the undeniable truth of things.

This made it so hard to even take any of these arguments seriously - I would hear them and immediately feel the cognitive dissonance and persecution complex kick into full gear, get overwhelmed by a “oh no these are scary and evil things, the devil is trying to deceive me and lead me away” and then pretty much run away from the thoughts, hum “I am a Child of God” for the umpteenth time, and then go on with my day.

Once I finally realized that feeling ‘good’ about something means you *like* it and not that it’s *true*, the rest really clicked into place for me.

Then I realized that my feelings *all* come from within and I’ve had to try and figure out what all that shit means in therapy. Yay trauma and being an emotionally immature 30 year old 😢

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Jailee Anderson's avatar

This is a great list! I’m not sure if this is an important reason or if others have felt this way, but for me, the thing that made me take a step back first was seeing the way members treated others, especially online. From my point of view, members were treating others who have different views, whether they are religious or political, horribly. I observed how quickly many members jumped to name calling and degrading comments if anyone voiced an opinion opposing theirs, more often online than in person. This made me question if I wanted to be associated with a group of people who couldn’t have open conversations and be willing to learn from others points of views. That’s not to say that all members behave this way. But seeing this sort of behavior online, for anyone in the world to see, from people who claim to be followers of Jesus, was very unsettling to me. It was after I took this step back that I learned about everything on this list, my shelf breaker being the ex-communication of those fighting for children within the church and hearing heartbreaking stories of child abuse by church leaders. Thank you so much for the work you do! Hopefully this helps.

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